Memories, beauty survive oppression, pain
Man detained in hard labor camp writes book in local program for persecuted authors
Charlotte Hsu
Las Vegas Sun
Jan 02, 2009 19:00 EST
Las Vegas-based author Er Tai Gaos memoir traces its origins to scraps of paper, dog-eared and yellowed with age, that he keeps in a nondescript photo album, each sheet tucked behind protective plastic.
Minuscule Chinese characters blanket the pages, recounting Gaos experiences as a forced laborer in China. He risked his life to preserve these memories, hiding the pieces of his makeshift journal in his shoes and in the linings of his jacket to conceal them from informers and prison guards.
Five decades after Gao began his secret writings in the lao gai, Chinas system of labor camps, he finally has the opportunity to share his stories with a wider audience. This year, HarperCollins plans to publish an English translation of a portion of Gaos memoir covering Chinas Cultural Revolution and surrounding years.
Gao said a company in Taiwan has agreed to print, in Chinese, his complete memoir, which includes the 73-year-old authors recollections of his childhood and his arrest following the Tiananmen Square massacre.
Gaos success is a small victory for Las Vegas too, proof that a city lampooned as a cultural wasteland can serve as a literary incubator.
He finished his memoir, In Search of My Homeland, while a writer-in-residence from 2003 to 2006 in Las Vegas City of Asylum program, which gives persecuted authors stipends, lodging and health insurance.
Launched in 2000, City of Asylum in Las Vegas operates under UNLVs Black Mountain Institute, a literary think tank.
The program says something about the maturity of Las Vegas as a community, said Carol Harter, Black Mountains executive director.
It sends a message to the whole world that we are in the business of trying to protect free expression.
Rainmaker Translations, another Black Mountain program, shared the $10,000 cost of translating Gaos work with the University of California at Irvines International Center for Writing and Translation.
Eric Olsen, former executive director of the International Institute of Modern Letters, a UNLV-based nonprofit that was absorbed by Black Mountain in 2006, helped Gao negotiate publication of In Search of My Homeland, setting up meetings with translators and a HarperCollins representative.
Its an interesting story of one mans struggle to live a life of integrity rather than a lie .. I think it compares very well with Eli Wiesels Night, said Olsen, co-founder of Las Vegas-based publisher BrightCity Books
We should always care about the individual who stands up against tyranny and tells the truth, who says what the tyrants dont want to hear and dont want anyone else hearing, who dont want anyone else even thinking. Such indi
viduals and their stories have, through the ages, served to inspire and remind the oppressed that they dont have to take it.
Gaos memoir exposes the underbelly of a country whose influence in international matters has grown in recent years along with its economy.
In an essay published in 1957 Gao argued that beauty is subjective, challenging the prevailing communist view of beauty as objective in nature. He was sent to a prison camp that same year and spent much of the next two decades doing hard labor, a common punishment for intellectuals whose ideas ran afoul of the ruling regime.
At Jiabiangou, a camp in Chinas northern Gansu province, he dug irrigation ditches in a wasteland where passing sandstorms quickly erased a days work. Fellow laborers perished from hunger, unable to stay alive on meager rations of turnips, boiled cabbage and dry foods such as cornflour buns and sorghum pancakes.
Even outside of jail, fear permeated daily life fear, always, that someone, a colleague, a friend, would accuse you of being a counter-revolutionary, an enemy of the Communist Party. Paranoia reigned.
Throughout those years, Gao kept his fragmented diary, completing some writings on cigarette wrapping papers.
The more people who know about what happened, the more likely it will be that what happened will not be repeated that society will not regress, Gao told the Sun in Chinese. In China, there are no museums documenting the atrocities the communists perpetrated. So this is all thats left these writings.
But Gaos memoir is not only about horrors. He also captures brief moments of humanity within the confines of a totalitarian society men swapping stories over a secret meal of gazelle meat, a prisoner obsessed with keeping clean a blue coat his mother had made.
Robert Dorsett, one of two translators for Gaos book, said part of what makes the writing unique is that even in the direst of times, Gao, an artist and a poet, took note of beauty in the world.
While doing hard labor, he took joy in nature, reveling in the beauty of sunsets and snow-covered mountains. And of course, he took time to write.
His famous aphorism is: Beauty is the symbol of freedom, said Dorsett, who is working on a play based on In Search of My Homeland. The creation of art, then, is a human beings most important means of defiance against oppression.
In Southern Nevada, Gao continues to find that beauty. He likes the desert landscape, the expansive wilderness reminiscent of the breathtaking panoramas he admired in the labor camps.
In the lao gai, life was extremely difficult, he said. But the surroundings were marvelous, very beautiful. There, the beauty of nature stood in sharp contrast to the ugliness of society.
Gao and his wife Maya entered the United States as refugees in 1993. The political climate in China hasnt changed much since then, Gao said.
So for now, Las Vegas is a fine place to be a city with lots of vitality, an openness, he said. He and Maya, a mail processor at a local post office, have purchased a townhome here.
And he is penning memoirs of his time in America. In a city with a small literary community, his writings make him for not the first time in his life an unusual voice.
Charlotte Hsu can be reached at 259-8813 or at charlotte.hsu@lasvegassun.com.
Source: Las Vegas Sun

